Friday, May 30, 2014
Sometimes God can receive more glory through our trials than He would in the good times.
"I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us." Romans 8:18
When our baby was found to have no heartbeat at 14 weeks I thought if God would give her a heartbeat again He would receive so much glory. We would tell everyone we met about it! NOW I know He received more glory not breathing life back into our baby. It took all of the bad (infertility, loss) for us to end up in Russia adopting a little boy with the exact same birthday as our due date would have been. God has received SO much glory through that whole story (every bit of it had God's touch) plus a wonderful little boy now has a home (side note: he has been a bigger blessing to us than we could ever be to him.)
Same thing with my cousin's situation, or Steven Curtis Chapman 's family (who lost their 5 year old). (I just mentioned people that have lost children but the same goes for any trial.) God was, and is, lifted up through their suffering.
Caleb Chapman (Steven Curtis Chapman's son) has said that they've been given a "treasure", one that they'd never want, but a treasure none the less.
It's the same with my current situation. As much as it hurts, I believe God is receiving more glory through this season of my life than He would have in a speedy recovery. He has given me a treasure, one that I would never ask for, but yet a treasure all the same. I found the following in my notes from a podcast:
"Our God is the Creator of all things. He is loving, good, and has a much bigger plan. Everything that happens will bring Him glory some way or another. My life is not about me. It's about Him. This story isn't about me."
Thursday, May 22, 2014
We went back to the neurologist in Birmingham and....well...nothing new really. He is not reccommemeding the Deep Brain Stimulator (our only medical option) because the risks (repeat stroke) do not outweigh the potential benefits (decrease in muscles tremors). Way I said that backwards. You get what I mean.
But...think about how much you use both arms and hands. I have a very difficult time doing any of those, for several reasons but primarily the muscle tremors are so bad that my shoulders, arms, hands, legs, etc. shake I feel constant twitches all on my right side.
We have another follow up in November. Again, please join me praying that these crazy things will just go away. And also for wisdom.
I did get new wheels...
Saturday, May 17, 2014
Earlier this week my cousin, Ryann, was involved in a terrible car wreck that took the life of their 5 year old son, Micah, and critically injured two of his sisters, Who are still fighting for their lives. Micah's celebration ceremony is at 2p today, so please be in prayer for family and friends.
I saw this article and wanted to share.