Today (or thereabout) would have been our baby's 1 year birthday. She is not here with us to celebrate with cake and friends, however, today I do celebrate that we had 14 weeks with our baby and that one day we WILL be able to celebrate together!!
I'm doing good though...this had the potential of being a rough day, but I really am okay. God's good like that. :) I know God's hand is in all of this and He is in control. I'm sad that our baby isn't here with us but God has a reason for not allowing that. My job is just to trust. Today I do that. Trusting Him that His plans are better than mine!
:-) You are an amazing woman who God will bless greatly. I cannot wait to see what He has in store for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks Shonda!
DeleteThe first birthday is hard. Find a way to celebrate - we did and I felt closer to our angel. Hugs!!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the suggestion Joanna...we ate a chocolate molten lava cake at Chili's. :)
Deletei know how you feel. this month our little girl would have been 18 months old. although my heart often breaks when i miss her, i at least find comfort she is in heaven,safe, with Jesus. when i say my prayers at night i often ask Jesus to give her a message for me.
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It does bring great comfort to know that our babies are safe in Jesus' arms! What a great promise!!
DeleteThis is such a testament to resilience. There will be thousands of birthdays you'll celebrate with her in heaven. I expect to be invited to each one.
ReplyDeleteOnly if you bring cake pops... :)
DeleteHappy birthday, sweet one. Those eternal birthdays, without the trials of this world... I think that sometimes.. that is why God chooses to take some from us... to spare us.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you, you are amazing Lisa!
Thanks Keri! You are quite amazing yourself. :)
DeleteHi Lisa...been a while since I've read blogs but wanted to check in with you and say I'm still thinking about you and praying for you and your hubs. Anniversary's are hard. I know in time it will all come together like the most beautifully timed picture ever. I can't wait to see.
ReplyDeleteHey Melody! Thanks for checking in...and thanks for the prayers!!
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