Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Blah

I feel very blah today. January 19th...exactly 4 weeks from my unfulfilled due date. 4 weeks from today we should have been meeting our baby girl. Instead, the reality of what we've lost keeps hitting me like a ton of bricks. We WILL meet our baby girl one day...it just more than likely won't be in 4 weeks.

BUT amidst the sadness I KNOW God is in control and has plans for us. His thoughts and plans are bigger and greater than my own. Praise God for that!!

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  1. Today has been a blah day for me too. Isn't it great how no matter what God loves us? I am so thankful for His unconditional love.. because today, I don't feel so lovable.

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  2. I am so sorry Lisa ((HUGS)). The days leading up to my first unfulfilled due date were some of the most difficult of all. Keep hoping and leaning on Him. He has great plans for you and I can't wait to see His plans unfold in your life. I will be praying for you over these next several weeks.

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  3. sending you lots of love! This time period is hard and there will continue to be hard days, but God will continue to carry you through the hard times. Praying good things will happen in 2011 for you!

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  4. Praying for you to have peace and joy!

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  5. I'm so sorry. I am praying for you this year and wait in expectation to see what He is going to do through you and for you.

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  6. O, Lisa the last month was hard for me too! Please go through the whole grieving process again, it is painful but it did help me a lot, and I did feel much better once the due date passed...

    You are in my thoughts and prayers!

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  7. I believe that He will redeem the pain and suffering you are enduring here and now from the loss of your sweet baby girl. I wish I knew what it will look like. Praying for you and your hurt to continue to heal. Big hugs

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  8. I know that we are not really in the same situation since when I miscarried, I already had 3 healthy boys, but we had been trying for SO long for the sweet baby we lost that I can sympathize with your pain surrounding the upcoming due date. I just wanted to send you some words of encouragement to let you know that I'm saying prayers for you. I know that right now this may not make sense, but one blessing that I have received through having my miscarriage is that I am SO blessed by my new little boy. It sounds funny, because I was SO blessed by all of my babies, but as time goes by and you get used to having a child, you sometimes start to take for granted what a miracle they are. The baby you are able to hold after experiencing such a tremendous loss just becomes even more precious and you don't lose sight of what a blessing they are. I hope that my sharing this with you can bring you some comfort. God is good and he will provide for all of your needs.

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