Argh

I let the devil win last night at Bible Study. I am subconscious of the way I talk now and hate talking to a group (I used to do a ton of public speaking with my job, so my fear is post stroke. I know it's the devil preventing me from sharing what the Lord has taught me). We were talking about God taking something terrible and making it beautiful. Hello - my life! From infertility, miscarriage, adoption struggles, stroke...all ugly by themselves but when left in the hands of God - beautiful!