Barry and I had our regularly scheduled 14 week Dr. appt yesterday and they could not find the baby’s heartbeat. The baby was measuring exactly like it should but no heartbeat was to be found. We are in shock obviously…I actually felt the baby move on Monday night for the first time, which is pretty early but I am certain that is what I felt. Like a little flutter, not a stomach grumbling or anything else. I know that is what it was and by what the Dr. says because of the baby’s measurements and everything it had to have happened sometime between Monday night and Tuesday morning before our appointment. I know feeling the baby was a gift from God although right now it is making things harder because it made things seem so much more real. We have been overwhelmed by the outpouring of support from friends and family and feel so blessed to have all of those people in our lives. Please keep us in your prayers as we are really struggling with everything…we KNOW that God is in control. We just can’t quite figure out why He is allowing this to happen…but He knows. We are just trying to focus on the blessings even in the midst of the storm and appreciate every day that our baby was in our lives. Please continue to pray for us as we figure out where and how to go from here…we have another Dr. appt on Monday to schedule the D&C, so we have many more tough days ahead of us but we know somehow we can get through this with our Heavenly Father’s love, comfort and strength.